I am sharing a snippet of my work in process as I am fascinated by how things become: These are my unedited words, as I write into what the book is that really wants to be written. I invite you to be on the discovery with me.
The Book – Sensitive – A MANiFESTO (In Progress)
Begins:
This is a book about following your heart, falling into the seed in your heart and learning to live from there, to grow it into the tree it is.
It is about many things also that come and go on the breeze and seem insignificant at the time until, well hang on – that was huge! That was real! That was love.
This book is about love also,
It is a song of home coming, calling to you, from the clever head that sort many things in line. That clever head that learnt from your parents what to do and what not to do. How when you were curled small, still starry with wherever you were before you were here in this body on this earth – you still beat, you still sung loud and clear and all the world knew you.
Then somewhere, somehow, along the way, it was severed. That deep connection to your unique seed in this world and the fear it takes to lead and live from there. It is written in anger and passion from my heart, that I caught just in time and hushered the ember back to life. So I can hear it once more. Feel the connection once more. And remember myself back together again.
The chapters are about
Dreams – as intuition, sit with let work through, inspiration, direction knowing, connections
Belonging – as a sense of wholeness in self
Healing
Initiation – as after healing this is possible, although healing maybe part of it.
Moving closer to the earth – as a movement towards now, creation with what is is so much more avaible, therefore less distance is needed the eartha dn eachother, and wi=hci meansless pollution.
And women on purpose
I sometimes sit and think I have so much to say, so much to write, so many things that I want in the world.
When I boil it down all I really want to is to write to the part of you that is tired, aching, looking for something else. Mostly it is called the heart, the seat of your soul and a place that has the potential to unfold thousands upon thousands, in fact untold amounts of layers. From here you are able to craft your life. With your heart.
In writing this book I have a responsibility and that is to you as my reader. I have a responsibility to tell the truth as close to it as I can. It is my responsibility to go to that part of me – that quiet, loving, seed of life unfolding and listen closely for each new sentence. It is my repsonsibilty to do this and I will because it maters to me that your body rests in my words, is stirred awake by my words, orientates its self back to its self with my words. As the author of this book, that you have in your hands you are taking the tender time to read. I do not take my responsibities lightly rather I lift it like a spectroscope to the light and use that to craft what is that I can, to the best of ability.
I want to write a little about the tension in me to write. I have had for sometime a gravity of a book coming through me. I have been frightened of it an dturned away – yet somehow it finds me, constantly, wakes me in the night, stares blinking at me in the empty moments of my day. Now it is time, I have occupied myself on other people’s projects, I have sat and listened for thousadns of hours to other peoples stories, listening, hungry waiting for answers. Listening for the gaps, the connections yet to be made, listening to the unique call of my voice. I have trodden for hours up and down shelves of books, absorbing their immeadiacy, their utter thereness I have used this as an excuse to not write. “See!” the shelves are full, the world has spoken, I am here to consume only to fill my cells silly with them!” it must be tiresome to be an idea trying to come forth into a still fill world, a loud world, a distracted world, a world busy, doing anything except transforming.
Because at it is core this book is about change and calling forth a new generation of cultural creatives to know they are not alone, that now is the time to be speaking and creating. That now is the time to initiate our youth. And it begins right here with me and you.